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<td align="center"> Julia Sassella-Otley --
[adjective]:

Smells like teen spirit

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i'm preppy!!! i'm total teen spirt uhuh uhuh uhuh!!!
so whats new with everyone!!!????

not sure if yall know. but byron bay and melboune was a fuking party and boy do i like to party! i went to byron bay to visit my lovely friend to whome i relaly miss....miss nicole cupcake! and she's still as cute as ever and her town is sooo pretty. i also chilled out with reide.. goooooood dude. he should come over here and party once his break from it is over! basically the soundtrack for my entire holiday was THE VERONICA'S!

i flew to melbourne first though for my best friend from high school's surprise 21st

then to byron then back to melbourne i caught up with jade, and josh and term and meghan (mejon) friends from WAAPA. hottest international artist WHO HAS WORKED WITH BRITNEY SPEARS! and i went on a date with him! was sweeet! hahaha and went to the final show of BOYS OF SUMMER TOUR! was good
basically i partied and shopped and fell inlove with melbourne all over again

came hoem went to evergreen. then went out thursday, friday and partied till 5:30am at my high school boy's 21st on sat! the holidays have caught up with me and i slept 13 hours on monday night and lots last night!

delby';s tonight OZ DAY (what's everyone going to do tomorrow???) and delby's on sat!

i missed everyone and i miss melbourne and melbourne people and byron peeps sooooo muchhhhhhh

love love

I suppose i had better do one of these!! though i just have to say this year WAS SOOO INTIGUING!

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
YEAH i'd have to say it was pretty eventful!! and i like eventful!

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
going to adelaide with rach and having such great fun!

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
i'm not entirley sure...when i felt most down, felt left out...

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
at rach's

5) Who were you with?
rach, brent, all the kids

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
wouldnt have the slightest clue

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
prolly no one

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
i think i might have made a resolution not to whinge as much...i don't think i whinged as much as i normally do!

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
LOOSE WEIGHT AND GET INTO A HEALTHY ROUTINE, AND STUDY WELL!

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
bah love....NO but i got the will to "like" guys after feeling numb for a couple of years! it was great!

11) If yes, with who?
hahahaha. i said i didn't love. crush's i'll never tell unles you already knew!

12) If yes, do they know?
i doubt it!

13) Are you still in love with them?
...yes and no

14) You regret it?
sometimes

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
neh...didn't date anyone!

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
OH MY GOODNESS YESS!

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
ADRIAN and agghh tooo many to name,Teegz Vivianne,MJ, mejon, Tom, Simon,nicole,josh, sean, jona, etc etc


18) What was your favourite month of 2005?
Prolly march and paril soo much happened and then maybe september/october

19) Did you travel outside of the Australia in 2005?
noooo

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
3

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
thank goodness no i didn't this year

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
yes, but she will never come back. i also missed brent not comming out as much.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
hahaha uhmmm, probably Napolian Dynamite...and sin city... but i have only seen half

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
i'm not sure i have a favourite one

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
uhm goodness these are tricky questions, ANBERLIN!

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
uhm concerts-4 crafterfest, Avril, TOC, Black Eyed Peas

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Black Eyed Peas'...actually they were all great!

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
yeah but nto as much as last year...2 alcoholic poisonings in one year wasn't greta i was good this year!

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
i don't do drugs

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
...i don't sleep with people

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
i don't think so

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
it's what they didn't tell you that hurts right

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
i try not to treat anyone badly,but if i did i was sorry and apologised after

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
yeah...iguess it's always gonna be like that...i would never tell them that they upset me

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
WAY TOO MUCH!

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
JANNA AND BRITNEY HAVING THEIR BABIES!! proudest, uhmmm Oz Concert, Telethon, T.W.I, dancing again i'm pretty proud of myself for this! and GETTING INTO UNI FOR 2006...AND SNEAKING INTO THE BDO...such a reble! hahahaha

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
I don't think i got too embarressed this year...welli can't think of anything right now...maybe walking into the sign at work!

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
i would have made myself get over feeling awkward at crafterfest maybe...the mass of people killed me i didn't do very well

40) What are your plans for 2006?
study, study, study, travel, weight loss, dancing, work, moving out maybe!

i have no idea what to write except ...what is wrong with me...what is it about me that isn't good enough...FUKING EVER.

i feel shit i've done nothing but bawl my eyes out.
why does life sometimes really hate me...nothing ever works out the way I WANT it to....


u don't give a fuk

ur making my heart beat....

now i am just jealous


PS TELETHON 8:00 NOVEMBER 12th...I'M DANCING FUKIN WATCH AND DONATE

well after lj deleting my post that i had written last night...i'm going to have to start all over again!!!
I haven't even written about my holidays yet so here goess!!!

well i went on holidays on the 28th of septemeber...
that night i saw the BLACK MUTHA FUKING EYED PEAS...it was soooo aweosme i was 5 ppl from the front of the stage and directly in the middle and WIL-I-AM WINKED AT ME OOOH YEAH! hahahahaha it was my first big concert i had ever been to and it was soooo good.

The 30th WENDY ICON HAD COME - met maddie and freeds and kids at mossy's house where we took them for a sizzler seesh for lunch boy were they SYKED. hahaah then we showed them how uninspiring our central city is! plus it was rainy!
That night we loaded up the car with Adrian "DORSEY" TOM AND SIMON, booze and lollies and headed down to Rocking ham to play a show at CASTLEROCK with the SKETCHIEST owner ever....rad place though fully creepy but! hahahaha. simon reckoned it was like a house where S&M took place! soo many punk girls everywhere all getting with each other MAWDS GOT KICKED IN THE FACE...MY POOR SON!

at about 12 we left and headed to maddies holiday house in YARRALOOP. we we called "GOODTIMES GUY" ( on the back of the toilet door at SIZZLERS..."FOR GOOD TIMES RING ########")HE WAS KEEN....we lost control. we hit the sack and got up at 8:30 to play a show at AUSTRLIND...past many old fashion cars...crazy AUSTRILIND WAS CUTE!

we then headed up to scarborough but on the way wee's were needed and stretches needed to be stretched...plus we lost mossman to whom we were following BUT ZIP COULDN'T KEEP UP!! when we were back in the car ADRIAN FREAKED OUT....GOODTIMES GUY RANG BACK ...SEEEMS HE COULDN'T GET ENOUGH!

i dropped the guys at lookout and drove home...only to realise i still had all their stuff..so i got ready and drove back to mossy's house where we all went to the show together and partied on later at the amplifier.

SUNDAY MARKED THE LAST DAY OF TOUR...AND A SHOW AT HQ. Gooooood to see so many ppl came down to check out this band from A-TOWN. gangies too pictures of their hero's while colin walked through everysingle one of them!! hahahaha
we then went for our last SIZZLER SEESH....those guys love that place as ther is no sizzlers in Adelaide! colin and simon snuck in and stooks had us giggling sooo much...but i had completly lost my voice by this time so no one coudl hear me chocking...laughing...tryign to breathe!!!!there was no real party to finish the tour which was a bit sad...but the weather was pretty shit. we ended up going to the LEEDY GIRLS HOUSE WHERE SIMON HARRASSED THE NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOUR...AND FOUND AN EGG???

Monday i had no voice at all so i hugged everyone goodbye...such good guys good friends and sucha great time i had so sad to put them on that plane can't wait for them to tour again.

Tuesday at 6 i got up and hopped into a taxi and flew to MELBOURNE for 4 DAYS.
JOSH AND KEVIN BCE took me to a bar around the CNR FROM HIS HOUSE...WHERE SOME GUY TRIED TO CRACK ONTO ME..(AND KEPT MSGING ME ALL WEEK TO GO SHOPPING WIHT HIM....maybe he was telling me i dressed bad!!!)
we went hoem to josh's house and chilled out watchign family guy till they took me home...can't wait for the party dudes to hitup perth this week...will be chill!

i shopped alot, cried, went to DIRTY DANCING, shopped some more, SAW THE LION KING (WHAT AN AMZING BROADWAY SHOW...there are no words to describe how magnificent this show was my oh my...i thank my parents so deeply for taking me to it!) on my last night in MELBOURNE, MEJON...AKA meghan aka unzi meghan took me out SHE IS SUCH A DOLL...I ENJOY HER FRIENDSHIP AND COMPANY ALOT. we went to a SOMETHING WITH NUMBER show...but i didn't relaly watch them...was too busy talking to mejon. we back to my apartment and stuffed our faces with m'n'ms!....on our last morning in melbourne...my dad went to go to the toilet in K-MART AND SET OFF THE ALARMS THROUGH OUT THE STORE...GOTTA LOVE MY DAD!!!WHO ALSO GOT STUCK ON THE WRONG TRAM AND LEFT US!!!!!

i flew home on the saturday afternoon and on sunday i did STREETLIGHT MERCH...good to see familiar faces again

WHAT ELSE HAS BEEN HAPPENING...BRITNEY had her new fragrance out FANTASY...IT'S SUPER NICE...it has a hint of cupcake and white chocolate orchid...YUM

I'M SANATS HELPER FOR A BIT THIS YEAR...SCENE CHRISTMAS PHOTO'S MIGHT BE NICE...COME DOWN AND SEE ME AT GARDEN CITY MYER!!!

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo guess what...yall have to watch TELETHON on the 12th NOVEMBER....8:00pm I'M DANCING....OPENING IT ACTUALLY!!!! i also danced at the MELBOURNE CUP AT ASCOT ON TUESDAY....my first show in 3 YEARS!!! u can see my photo's on my myspace http://www.myspace.com/870275


I THINK THAT'S ABOUT IT FOR NOW...I CAN'T WAIT TO GO OUT TO DINNER WITH THE GIRLS TONIGHT...I'M JUST SAD NICOLE IS LEAVING...LOVE YOU KIDDO!!!

LOVE TO YALL
JULIA xoxo

I know i have soo much to update about like my holiday and life in general...but i'm hoping yall will forgive me and get this quiz(care of lynz) out of the way!! i haven't done one in a while!!!

everyone Go COOKOO for halloween tonight..partay up yall!


A is for age of first kiss:] year 10
[B is for booze of choice:] red Wine
[C is for career:] i'm not sure..ultimatly love to be in britney's shoes...but teaching is good!
[D is for your dad's name:] Graeme
[E is for essential items to bring to a party:] my thimble...and dancing tunes
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] BRITNEY and Sum 41
[G is for favorite game:] game??? life??? hahaha prolyl guess who
[H is for hometown:] i'm not sure i'm gonna say williams, Esperance and Perth
[I is for instruments you play:] used to play Piano
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] plum and strawberry
[K is for kids?] RIGHT NOW IF I COULD!
[L is for last kiss?] february
[M is for Mom's name:] Faye
[N is for name of your crush:] Kane...
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] i have no idea i know i have though
[P is for phobias:] needles...crystals
[Q is for quotes you like:] it's in french though...one see's well with the heart, what is essential is invisible to the eyes.
[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:] 1 months and 2 weeks
[S is for sexual preference:] male
[T is for time you wake up:] 8:30
[U is for underwear:] soho and elle mac!
[V is for vegetable you love:] brocolli
[W is for worst habit:] interupting
[X is for x-rays you've had:] mannn tooo many to name
[Y is for yummy food you make:] i can dial dominoe's!!! uhm no i'm good at cooking! pizza and muscles
[Z is for zodiac sign:] LEO

Nothing seems to be the way it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me and tell me
Somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying
Is that...

Someday I will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
See it all in my baby

Don't run too fast dear
Why don't you stop?
Stop and listen to your tears
They're all you got
Its in you
You see somebody's watching over you
And all that I'm praying
Is that.....

Someday you will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
See it all in your baby
See it all in your baby

No moment will be more true
Then the moment I look at you

It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is that I'm praying
Is that.......

Someday you will understand
In gods whole plan
And what he's done to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
See it all in your baby
See it all in your baby

See it all in my baby
See it all in my baby
See it all in my baby
See it all in my baby.......

and i'm glad i crashed ur wedding....

summer is almost here. i will partying alot. i'm telling u in advance.


remember ppl, to have a friend u have got to be a friend. therefore do un to others as u would have them do un to u.

i'm pretty pissed off.

do you know (this is going to sound extremely lame) but tonight when it was pouring with rain i was running up a very steep and very long hill i thought about this (id read your myspace bulletin) and thought that issues like this are very much like the hill i was running up. this hill is very steep and seems to go forever, and its extremely hard to find the strength to keep running, much like life can be sometimes, but once you get to the top and start running downwards (and recover a little from the upwards part) its not so bad, you catch your breathe, your legs stop aching and you start to enjoy the scenery and the hard part seems so far gone. i think more people need to run up (and down the other side) this hill and realise what i realised tonight.. no matter how steep life can be, theres always a turning point around that you may not yet be able to see. i know this sounds extremely corny to you all, but if you were running up that hill in the pouring rain you'd be trying to think of other things too.
- lynz

thanks to everyone who remembered today
THANKS

i am sucha girl i am who i am. life is so very tough. how is that ppl that have had the worst thrown at them seem that much stronger more willing and have that much determination, and then there's ppl who have had the best opportunities in life and have had nothing taken away from them are weak and depressed. is it that in life we have been too spoilt we have not had to make it on our own? my mother hasn't lived at home since she left for bording school aged 12. and here i am in my last week of being 19. still not together still not knowing what to make of myself. still now knowing who i am and havign a hard time trying to climb that brick wall that seems to have blocked me and i can't see the top of it. how is it that ppl seem to know who i am and my stregths and my weakness's and i can't access them for within the feeling of worthlessness and helplessness becomming overwhelming. the hate that comes from within, i will not however succumb to the wrath of depression it is a selfish disorder and one that involves self talk. i must stay positive and plaster that smile on my face that i seem to know how to do so well and put a cheery note in my voice. this is all about life. putting how u really feel aside to make life bareable and somewhat happy. why can't others do the same this self pitty is becomming just that pittiful. and we are all guilty as charged we are only human. i have been more of a girl than ever these past few months crying infront of a great chick flick in me pj's with a good packet of tims tams. feeling sorry for myself and everything that i have given up. i know however that feeling sorry for myself isn't goign to make things better and so i must keep busy wether it fuken kills my confidence i will not be miserable.

suscess is a must
failure is not an option

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IAN LENTON ( I KNOW IT'S LATE, BUT BETTER LATE THAN NEVERR!!!) HAVE A FABULOUS YEAR MR LENTON
<3 <3 <3

i just wannnaaaa screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
fuckinggggg screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

most awesome moment of my life...occurred just now in the shower..i was wahing my hair and accidently pulled a piece out....my regrowth...I'M NATURALLY BLONDE EEEEEEEEEEEEE...not white blonde but dark blonde, but still blonde!!! and then i got caught on the shower head..how i managed that i'm not so sure!!!


i'm an idiot!!! but a good one. and well u all still love me the way i am...right??
hahaha have a glorious day all


<3 always julia xoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARNIIIII
sorry i didn't come to the bbq. i didn't get the msg till too late. i hope u had a radtasic day
luv yuh
<3 julia

i'm so bored
i totally thought that having a saturday off would be good...i was wrong. all my friends are working i don't have a boyfriend i can chat to or watch movies with. i have to go into northbridge tonight for a birthday and i don't even fukin feel like it. my sister is asleep. my other sister is playing with her friend across the road.. this is terrible

plus i have no clotes no money and I'M BORED i could cry coz i feel so shitty

the end

WOAHH BEST MEDIUM AND BESTTTTT SVU EVERRRRR

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT THOSE TWO SHOWS :p